the show at 7pm yesterday made me
realised one thing.
as a woman, its a very fortunate thing
to be able to have a kid of her own.
a kid is a blessing.
while others abandon their own flesh,
there are some that are unable to conceive.

i'm so afraid that i wont be able to conceive.
cayden means so much to C and i.
i really wanna have a baby with C in the future.
the baby is the fruit of our love.
the significance cayden brings is beyond
apprehension.
i must take good care of my body and health.
so that i'll be able to have cayden.
and that he'll be healthy and strong.
cayden and C means the whole world to me.


/you are what matters.